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1 ~ Introduction: How Did I Get Here?
I’m going to India. I’ve already bought my ticket.
After days and nights of relentless reflection and moments of anxiety, doubts, chaos, a
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2~ Jump.
I can still see myself looking out the window of what was our home for a while, the first snowfall of the year in Copenhagen. Furious, beaut
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3~ Welcome to Rishikesh. Part 1.
4 flights, 3 days of traveling.
All I wanted was to arrive, order something delicious to eat, and settle into the hostel to take in the view
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4~ Welcome to Rishikesh. Part 2
I glanced sideways at the street.
The blaring horns, the motorcycles, the chaos of people, the loud music. It was too much.
I can still see
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5~ Ganga Aarti, fire ceremony.
It was nighttime. We crossed the backyards of several houses and reached the main street, a narrow road packed with people, monks, cows,...
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6 ~ Havan, purification ritual.
In the place, several small fires were distributed within cement spaces that contained them. Around each bonfire, some people were seated, a
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7 ~ Looking for a symbol of ‘Peace’.
- It's easy to find peace - Kaare told me. In the mountains, in the forest, in solitude. But that's not real, nor does it belong to you...
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8 ~ Starting to Arrive in Varanasi
Each ride on the motorcycle felt like being inside a New Age two-wheeled temple, and as if it were a ritual, we always ended up talking abou
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9~ Yogic meeting
-"Surrender," he tells me – and once again, this word reaches my ears.Balance and surrender, the two words that came to me from my...
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10 ~Argentina World Champion: Diary of a passion.
I never saw my country win the World Cup. The stories my old man used to tell me came to my mind so vividly, as if I had lived them...
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11~ Mother Ganga Temple.
Today was a different day. I was able to meditate. I felt a bit of peace amidst my restless mind and the anxiety that had been torturing...
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12~ Surrender.
Letting go of control, jumping, trusting... Everything Anand was telling me now seemed like prophetic words for what was to come. That...
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13~ Living in an Ashram. Part 1: Shiva, Chaos, and Destruction.
I had set up my meditation altar with a small statue of Ganesha, a Tibetan singing bowl, and some Santa Rita flowers I had found in the...
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14 ~Living in an Ashram. Part 2: Through the storm.
After the chanting class, we would go together into the Ganga to purify ourselves and because we both loved the winter bath . The water...
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15~ Living in an Ashram. Part 3: Small Changes.
By the fifth day—which felt like a month—I had almost emerged from the intense confusion with which I had arrived at the Ashram. I helped...
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16 ~ Living in an Ashram. Part 4: The Important Things.
“When the modifications of the mind have weakened, the mind becomes like a crystal: transparent. When memories, past knowledge, and...
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17 ~ Living in an Ashram. Part 5: "I". Conclusion(s).
I went through the strongest fear and loneliness of my life, but then someone started to emerge—someone I didn’t know that well. I...
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18 ~Varanasi: Death and Rebirth.
The only place I had planned not to set foot in India—besides Delhi—was Varanasi. I already had enough inner chaos; I didn’t need to add...
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19 ~ Train Stories.
At the beginning of January, I had decided to do a Vipassana, a silent meditation retreat in Bodh Gaya, a very humble little village near...
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20 ~ Arriving at the Sacred City.
It was nighttime. Everything was empty enough to resemble a zombie movie and the arrival of the Apocalypse. I tried to connect with what...
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