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16 ~ Living in an Ashram. Part 4: The Important Things.
“When the modifications of the mind have weakened, the mind becomes like a crystal: transparent. When memories, past knowledge, and...
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17 ~ Living in an Ashram. Part 5: "I". Conclusion(s).
I went through the strongest fear and loneliness of my life, but then someone started to emerge—someone I didn’t know that well. I...
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18 ~Varanasi: Death and Rebirth.
The only place I had planned not to set foot in India—besides Delhi—was Varanasi. I already had enough inner chaos; I didn’t need to add...
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19 ~ Train Stories.
At the beginning of January, I had decided to do a Vipassana, a silent meditation retreat in Bodh Gaya, a very humble little village near...
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20 ~ Arriving at the Sacred City.
It was nighttime. Everything was empty enough to resemble a zombie movie and the arrival of the Apocalypse. I tried to connect with what...
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21 ~ Origins.
I came to India seeking to understand. But does our mind really want to escape the illusion we live in? To break free from the collective...
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22 ~ Identities.
What if you get that thing you wanted so badly? Your house in the mountains, the dog, the trees—and one day, the house catches fire. Then...
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23 ~ Leaving the bubble
Waking up early and walking along the Ghats with the morning sun had become my new meditation. I would go down to Assi Ghat at 5 a.m....
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24~ Indian Anecdotes.
On the second day, we had breakfast on the terrace of the Guesthouse , from where we could see the river. The fabric of saris drying in...
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25~ Download of Information.
Only several months after arriving in India was I able to start feeling that "inner self," that "intuition" they talked about. That...
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26 ~ Varanasi, touching the sacred fire.
We were meditating just a few centimeters from the sacred fire, surrounded by smoke and drops of sweat."Everything is fine... look around...
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27 ~ The Indian Bonus.
I left Varanasi. I didn’t want to leave. I said it many times.The universe heard me. I almost missed my train. Three hours before my...
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28 ~ Speaking of Death.
"We are repeatedly told about transmigrating, about how our spirit moves from one body to another in countless lives, seeking experiences...
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29~ On the Way to Bodh Gaya: An Approach to Something.
When the clouds disappear, the sky clears and the sun shines brightly...When the sun shines, who needs artificial light?" Light on the...
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30 ~ The Caste System, the Untouchables, and the Rawness of Reality.
The term "Untouchable" had shocked me deeply from the first time I heard it in India, but it was a long time after arriving that I could...
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31~Being a Woman. The Other Face of India
There is a beautiful India, one that is light, deep, and peaceful, the one that draws us like bees to honey. But there is another India...
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32 ~ Vipassana Experience: 10 days of silence and meditation. Part 1.
January 2023. Deep Winter. Bodh Gaya, India. The village where Buddha attained enlightenment while meditating under a Bodhi tree. Could...
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33 ~ Vipassana Experience Part 2: Daily Routines.
Hello mind, a lot has happened. You were on top of the mountain for a long time, watching everything from above, and that's okay, it was...
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34~ Vipassana Experience, Part 3: The First Memories
I had gotten up at 4 a.m., fallen asleep during the meditation, and, on top of that, I hadn't turned into Jean from the X-Men, nor did I...
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35 ~ Vipassana Experience Part 4: Impermanence.
The dry leaves covered the courtyard.I saw an ant carrying a feather that was 100 times bigger than its size. I also saw a woman braiding a tree with the endless vines hanging from it... We were suspended in time, in the magic of a parallel world, and that was starting to feel real. During the 5-minute break, we all went to fill our water bottles out of sheer habit. I don’t know if we were actually thirsty or not, but it was something automatic, and besides, it was almost the
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